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Swarms
The attack not killer bees nor locusts nor hornets nor any insect but the contents of the mind Tied up in knots not safe not secure not strong not peace Sick with the plague of fears negative...
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The Line is Dead
She’s finally gone after fighting for life for 6 months of painful half-life and multiple causes of death. * Gone is my last link with Grandma and Grandpa and happy days in Larchmont,...
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Cruel Beauty
The nature of paranoia feels persecuted by nature sees flowers gossiping their pistols pissing/hissing stamens wagging with stories about the outsider who turns away in tears malicious, vicious words...
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“Music Magic”
Today a lightness of being want to share the scintillating spark Cat Stevens and his cohorts see the Light music often mania makes is this mania or is it the catepillar coming out of the chrysalis of...
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The Web of Fears
Caught in a web of fears full of wet tangled tears been this way for years of course there are triggers that make fears look bigger but it is hard to figure a way out of negativity a way back to...
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Dark Clouds Overhead
Things have spiraled out of control. I am following far too many blogs and comments and finding it hard to keep up with all the new posts I want to read. I am on too many animal rights,...
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The Spiders’ Secret
A chill wind blows the yellowing leaves off the trees. They drift down to the ground like giant snowflakes. The air is pregnant with the feel of the coming holidays. Fall has truly come, with the...
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WELCOME!!
Welcome to samples of my writing and more, showcasing my book, “Eye-locks and Other Fearsome Things: Learning to Love as a Bipolar Aspie.” “Eye-locks” is a Bipolar/Asperger’s memoir in narrative form...
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Beguiling Wiles
Though I write about meditation, spirituality, animal rights, mental illness and nature on this blog, I would be remiss in not sharing my passion for Indian dance and Bollywood movies. Bollywood...
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Prayer of Despair
Oh God, where art thou? I feel Thee not near me clouds obscure Thy light fields lie barren like my soul Love was in my heart but I feel it not all is obscured Pain and illness shroud all light in...
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Point of View
It happens every now and again a psychotic break reality blurred thinking slurred torrents of uncried tears MAJOR fears choked inside unable to open the door to walk in the sun or talk to someone and...
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On Finally Seeing Maya
A fragmentation of reality A major psychotic break The other day I wrote a poem, Point of View, about having a psychotic break recently. Well, the break was a very slight one. Perhaps many people...
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Homage to Monet
Sky instead of water lilies no words, clouded mind Filed under: Abstract Photography, Animal & Landscape Photographs, Depression and Mania, Nature Photography, Poetry Tagged: Abstract Photography,...
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Photons of Golden Light
Photons of gold the tail end of winter’s light up close and far away the tail end of the light of day bright yet almost night wafting with whispers of a new season a new reason to live.Filed under:...
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Two Different Worlds
stockdalewolfe:I am Bipolar. I used to think I was two different people. In the remarkable article below Bipolar Disorder is described as inhabiting two different worlds. Originally posted on The...
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Overloaded Circuits: a Poem for World Bipolar Day, March 30, 2014
I’m in somnia with jackhammer brain a buzzing mind a humming with emotions thoughts and pictures memories of joys lost to death spirits close to my heart seemingly worlds away guilt, loss and...
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Overloaded Circuits
On circuit overload can’t turn off the current despite parallel despair know a fuse will blow but can do little to stop the flow mania and depression together = paranoia Filed under: Anxiety,...
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The Reign of Pain
Tears,years, fears, pain, pane, rain, car, far, are you there, somewhere? I can’t hear you. I can’t see you. I can’t feel you. Any more. Why did you have to die? Why did you have to go? Your...
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Rapid Cycling
Patterns of the microcosm echoed in the macrocosm vibrating thoughts no meditation lots of frustration can’t calm down do the Hong Sau Yogananda method the only hope in this mind doing 120 mph in a 35...
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Humble Lily
After the crash from mania to depression… humility shame gratitude graceFiled under: Bipolar Disorder, Depression and Mania, Flowers, Nature Photography, Poetry, Spirituality Tagged: Artist websites,...
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